I discovered one of your Rentry pages in my saved bookmarks, I used to have it saved for Graphics or Pixels most likely, and I've only recently just checked in again. I just wanted to let you know that you're loved by so many people in your life. Although I know nothing of your struggles or what you've been through, you're incredibly strong for making it through all the challenges you've been made to face so far. And although things may be hard right now, there's always the first rays of sun after rain. There's nothing wrong with taking it one small step at a time when it comes to meeting new people, there's millions out there with similar experiences, you're not alone in how you feel. Hold onto the relations you have, their support can go miles when it comes to helping you work through any tough times you may be having. I'm speaking as someone who's worked through hardships and depressive episodes of their own, things always get better in the end. What's important is that you stay strong, and remember that so many people care for you. Your life has influenced and will go on to influence the lives of so many others, even if you don't think it has. Maybe something as simple as saying thank you to a cashier at a shop made their day, no matter how small the gesture, you make a difference. You matter so so much.